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Oct. 19th, 2023 10:05 pm
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  • There may be general food/eating topics: I play him as eating too much when he's happy, although that's tied into kinky shit for me so I'm never going to play it out in a thread with anyone who hasn't told me they're also into foodkink-adjacent stuff. What may come up is the other side of that where I play him as not eating enough when he's on his own, unhappy, or even just distracted; he doesn't make a habit of taking care of himself. 
  • Raju was trained as a child soldier, saw friends and family get shot and die in front of him, and ended up having to shoot his own father when he was a kid.
  • He's done a lot of bad shit, largely unspecified in canon, but we know it includes torture. He tends to deal with doing those things by cutting himself off from his emotions and/or disassociating.
  • Related to fallout from the previous point, I'm playing him with some unconscious feelings which might have some similarity to suicidal ideation issues. It's not something Raju would want consciously or seek out on purpose but I'd like him to face what a dark place he was at in the canonpoint I tend to take him from.

If you'd like me to avoid any of this in my tags, or to avoid this character altogether, let me know!